Always is sad when a friend seems lost (specially without any known reason) but no matter the situations, you always expect the best for that person
(that is what friends usually do, anyway).
But when that person come back, after a long or short time (again, it doesn’t matter), always is a happy moment and isn't important neither the apologies
neither the reasons that took that person far away, only matters to have with you again that good friend and to be able to share a big and sincere smile
like before.
lol yo Pooks I tried and tried and tried so hard to tell everybody not to worry so this would not happen but how much can I say?? LOL w/e it's all good now it's all good.
Oh my, even when I was gone I kept getlazy busy and it looks like that during the time I was gone, I made a bigger mess than the mess I actually ran away from. It was not my intention to get people worried, I should have think about that but I can't turn back time and I want to apologize that I left without saying anything.
Well mama is back home again
The reason I went away has nothing to do with any of you, or my promotion to mod (which is awesome !!). There are always some moments when you think things over, where you stand right now and how you see the future. I just felt that I had no control over my own life, and the last years decisions had to depend on what my best friends did or what they thought was best. I became to realize that with a number of things but the most important thing was music. I can't describe the intense and enjoyable feeling I got with making, playing and especially remixing music, sometimes it's almost an addiction and it got me confused. If I knew that a few years ago I would choose the right education probably. I said probably because I was too insecure and thought I coulnd't make it without my best friends on my side, that's the reason most of us did the same education in college. So I got my degree but that's not exactly what I want... I realized.
On the other hand, if I had chosen a different path I would never had discover LazyTown, how interesting and fascinating this show is, and the people and it's fans. And I would not explore my fascination for music so much as I do now. Strange when you think about it.
So it was a bit of a mess in my head and I tried to run away from it. Still I need to think things over, haha, running away is no solution because you can't run away from yourself offcourse..
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