i MIGHT not be on much for the next week

[Stevilito]

i MIGHT not be on much for the next week as my grandma has passed away and im really upset about it

i dont wanna get bashed for this or anything, other people havemade threads and such so if you have a problem PLEASE just keep it to yourself


really upsetting time for the family, got the funeral next tuesday, it just depends what mood i'm in if i decide to come and post or not

i dont know much except she had a tumour on the brain which was melegnant(not operable) and was having trouble remembering who people was. the doctors could have cared less they sent her home knwoing that she was REALLY sick, we didnt know until the local GP came said to my grandad she is extemely ill, then had a stroke i think on saturday and evedentually on monday morning at 3:30am she passed away


my only regret is not goin to the hospital to see here, but i dont like hospitals and didn't want my memory of her to be tainted with what she might have been hooked on in the hispital


last time i saw her was last wednesday, when she looked ok but not brilliant

like i say depends if im in the mood or not, this COULD be the last day for a week it may not it just depends

[CmdrLuke]

We'll miss you. Sorry about your grandma.

[kelly]

Re: i MIGHT not be on much for the next week

i MIGHT not be on much for the next week as my grandma has passed away and im really upset about it

*hugs*
Losing a grandparent is hard, especially if you're close. I should know, I've lost 5 if you count great-grandparents (that I knew as a child, not ones that died before I was born).

[nindanjoe]

Sorry to hear that.

[ChemKneazle]

= (

*Pats you*

[Victoria]

Stevilito likes the e/n threads doesn't he

Sorry, I guess?

[cicley_has_aids]

Sorry, dude.

[moomoo]

Awww, hang in there man.

[Zokita]

My grandma had diabetes and Alzheimer's when she died. I was upset because she didn't acknowledge me at all, and I mentioned this to the family and they hit me. Now, I feel guilty over being a bratty little kid and not spending more time with her.

I totally understand your distaste of hospitals, I have it too. I especially never wanted to visit my grandma at the hospice, because that meant death was final and certainly coming.

But you can't let survivors guilt eat you up. I sincerely hope she lived a fulfilling life and you have fond memories of her. ;)

[Stevilito]

thanks guys

i just really regret not seeing her in hospital though

she did lead a good life as far as i know and i ahve some nice memorys of her


only got my mums dad left now, dad's dad assed away jan 2006 and my dads mum passed away 2 months before i was born and ive been told she was a fantastic lady


really hope its not bad weather on tuesday

[LTgirl]

hey sweets, i am thinking of you today. *hugs*

[Stevilito]

thanks LT appreciated


and thanks again everyone for support

got a blog about t on myspace if anyones bothered lol