about me and my spirit...

[cicley_lost_his_pass]

You'll be in my prayers. Hang tough and watch plenty of Lazytown, laughter is the best medicine.

[LTgirl]

guys, thanks a lot for all those messages.


i have an appointment on tuesday with a specialist. hopefully it will go well. i haven't been scared like this before, it's sorta odd. it's amazing how much you appreciate the little things in life when you are faced with uncertainty.


*hugs* to you all.


and CJ...send me those tiles ;)

[LTgirl]

hey guys...
i wanted you to know i go to the specialist to get my results tomorrow.
if they find nothing with these tests, then it's on to the next step...whatever that may be.

i have to say, i am emotionally exhausted. my life isn't what it used to be. i miss being able to make the simplest of plans, and now i can't do that. my days consist of almost constant nausea, (and other things that go with feeling sick), headaches, tingling in my limbs, dizziness or vertigo. A person feels like they may go mad when they can't see a light at the end of the tunnel...and that's where i am right now. I feel broken.

being on this board and having a good laugh each day does help a bit, so thank you all. i truly care about a lot of you and hope your weekend goes well.


if you believe in the Lord, please say a prayer for me and ask that the doctors find what is wrong and that my health be restored. i find it hard to pray. i guess mostly because i think of all the other people who are dying in this world, or the children who are starving and i feel God doesn't have time to listen to me. But maybe he'll listen to you? who knows.

[CmdrLuke]

LTgirl, I hope the test goes well... we all love you and I will pray for you. Get well soon. :)

[Zafa]

The FSM and God will be looking after you

[Edgar]

Ltgirl God Bless you!!!

[Ultra Magnus]

Good luck LTgirl.
Primus is on your side. :)

[Vespasian]

The FSM and God will be looking after you

It's either one or the other, Zafa :)

[boredjedi]

Don't know what it is but all the best. :(

I'm no stranger to health issues. I had a Parotid gland tumor a few
years back. The surgery left the lower half of my right face numb. It was benign though. Then a gallbladder that went dead on me. The doctor in hospital said if I had waited one more day before going in I would be dead. The nurse said, right before the surgery with that, "You men are impossible. Always waiting for the last minute." :)

[moomoo]

I hope you'll get good news LTgirl. When you're feeling down don't forget you always have people that care about you that you can talk to.

(I'd make a longer post but I'm at work and I'm not supposed to be typing, shhh)

[Zafa]

The FSM and God will be looking after you

It's either one or the other, Zafa :)

Nope, it's what ever one you want, In the church of the FSM, they don't discourage other religions. Cause God is an Awesome God

[nindanjoe]

I hope everything goes well too.

[LTgirl]

hey all..

well, apparently i have nerve damage. Guess where? my brain! yep. my nerves (nerve endings) are not responding how they should and sending mixed messages to my body. so that explains why i feel sick all the time, why i have tingling limbs and a weird feeling in my feet. It explains the constant dizziness, too.

the damage was brought on by constant and severe stress from a couple of events that happened to me roughly over 3 years ago and my body reacted with a post traumatic stress sorta thing.

now i have to take meds to correct the damage and calm my nerves...literally.


i am scared to take medicine though. i hate to. it scares me. it's the side effects mostly. i know...i am chicken.


thanks for all your well wishes.


you guys are so awesome :)

[Zokita]

I'm afraid of meds too. Even more so, since a friend told me the story about how his doctor almost prescribed him a combination of pills that would have killed him.

But that doctor was a quackjob. Take your meds, and hopefully they'll help. If something goes wrong, there's always the lawsuit!

Best of luck, and I hope everything works out for you.

[moomoo]

Wow.

I don't really understand what that means.. is it permanent or can you get all better with the right treatment?