Re: Crazy Dreams
In a few strange dreams, I basically relived the awkward situation of going to Barnes & Noble and then inadvertently meeting a friend of mine, who was with a girl who I had a high school crush on and wants the both of us to move on -- not because of anything that I did, but simply because we've graduated from high school.
See, I had always thought this one girl in high school named Cara seemed very attractive, but I was very shy around her. On the very last day, where there was a senior breakfast, I finally made myself casually talk with her, and it was a lot easier than I'd previously thought. Through her, I met Patrick, who has become a very good friend of mine.
Later, I tried keeping in touch with her on Facebook, but she said that she wants us to move on. At first, I was afraid that it was because of something that I did, but then I learned that it's just because we've graduated from high school.
Fortunately, with experience, I've now grown much more confident around girls. I'm not shy around them at all, and my recruiter said he was impressed when I chatted with a female recruit when we were being driven to the MEPS to take the ASVAB.
Occasionally, I wonder:
Why do I like girls so much?
Why do I want a relationship with one so much?
Why is it seemingly difficult to maintain a relationship with a girl?
In a few strange dreams, I basically relived the awkward situation of going to Barnes & Noble and then inadvertently meeting a friend of mine, who was with a girl who I had a high school crush on and wants the both of us to move on -- not because of anything that I did, but simply because we've graduated from high school.
See, I had always thought this one girl in high school named Cara seemed very attractive, but I was very shy around her. On the very last day, where there was a senior breakfast, I finally made myself casually talk with her, and it was a lot easier than I'd previously thought. Through her, I met Patrick, who has become a very good friend of mine.
Later, I tried keeping in touch with her on Facebook, but she said that she wants us to move on. At first, I was afraid that it was because of something that I did, but then I learned that it's just because we've graduated from high school.
Fortunately, with experience, I've now grown much more confident around girls. I'm not shy around them at all, and my recruiter said he was impressed when I chatted with a female recruit when we were being driven to the MEPS to take the ASVAB.
Occasionally, I wonder:
Why do I like girls so much?
Why do I want a relationship with one so much?
Why is it seemingly difficult to maintain a relationship with a girl?
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